Personal Enteries

I feel so giddy right now, I can't even really explain why. I love you, I wish I could spend more time with you. I admire you plenty, Jafet. Maybe I just sound a little odd, because so far my enteries have been a little melodramatic.

I am having a really nice day today. The

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I feel as though because of how much I might talk about you, I might just sound obsessed. It feels a little concerning, it should be alright though, because the only people who should be reading this would be considered strangers to me.

I feel as though at times your demeanor shows that you want nothing to do with me. I have told myself time and time again that I am just being dramatic, that none of this is worth overthinking about. Maybe I am just being melodramatic. Who knows?

I do feel secure in our relationship, you do reassure me when I need it most and I appreciate it plenty.I hope you feel secure as well, I never mean to intentionally hurt you! It makes me incredibly downhearted to ever see you sad. I love you.

I am overthinking our entire relationship. Maybe it's because when you leave I miss you dearly, or maybe it's because I always have that little feelings that you could always do better. I am not entirely sure, but I do know it isn't necessarily healthy for me.

I always tend to think about the stress I was under when you left me for four months. It is a sickening thing to think about. To even think about it is incredibly overwhelming. I like to believe you never wanted to cause the hurt and pain that you did, but I will never exactly know where your mind was when you left me.

I do love you, I think that the sort of love that I feel for you will never fade. The admiration and apprecation for you that I hold will last forever. I hope in the future my tendencies to overthink subside. I love you Jafet Cadalso.